Journal Entry 1/20 From Kristi

Two months today since Zac’s accident. He prayed tonight, “Thank you, Lord, for the blessing that You’ve poured out on me these past two months.” Daily we get to chose: do we count the loss or do we count the gain? For the most part, it is not hard to count the gain, for God’s gracious hand has been evident with us every day.

On Monday, Zac was placed back in the waters. The last time he was submerged in water was when God pulled him out on the day of his accident when the cold waves were lapping over him, threatening to take his life. But this time the therapy pool waves were a 98-degree warmth and every gentle moment brought strengthening to his muscles. Watching him being lowered back into the waters, I wasn’t sure if I wanted to cry or laugh - it was overwhelming to watch. I just stood there with a grin. Tears easily get pushed aside when I take inventory of the goodness of God.

On Tuesday, Zac was placed behind the wheel of a car with adaptive hand controls. It won’t be hard for him to drive, but getting in and out of the car is a big obstacle now. So many options to consider. I’m so grateful but to acknowledge them is to acknowledge a lifestyle change. It is still so hard to process.

Tuesday afternoon we had coffee outside with Franz, whose similar injury took place 8 days after Zacs. His story and faith have touched our hearts. His parents are not able to be here full time so Zac and I have purposed to check in on him frequently. He is equally inspiring and I know the boys will keep each other encouraged.

Tuesday night, we were focusing on Zac’s hands when suddenly his right-hand pinky quivered! Yes, moved!!! I can hardly explain the joy of such simple nerve connections, but it is absolutely thrilling. We both laughed. What an amusing God we have! He took the WEAKEST link from the WEAKEST side of his body and caused IT to move first! Truly, God “hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty”. 1 Cor. 1:27. The right-hand pinky moving first... the smallest member of the weakest part of his body... the first to “wake up”... the flesh Zac can’t even FEEL right now - what a beautiful timeless truth. Another gentle reminder from our God; it’s almost as if He went after the impossible FIRST to say, “Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh; is anything too difficult for Me?” Jer. 32:27

Today, Zac’s Occupational Therapist confirmed his pinky flexors and extensors were firing and will start working on electric stimulation to get movement in there.

This afternoon, Zac got back on the FES bikes to stimulate his legs. Praying the Lord will open the door for us to bring one of those bikes home for him.

He also got fitted for a handcycle and took a spin around the block.

Today, on this two month anniversary of Zac’s accident, my heart is so full of the goodness of God.